the brotherhood
Sunday, July 19, 2009
It's always this same feeling of nostalgia that makes me come back to this blue and orangey blogger webpage. Well, all I have to say is that I really miss the old days and that I really really miss that feeling whereby I was always so happy cos I knew I had her to share every moment with me. Most of all, I THINK I still miss her.
Ohmygod, it has been 7 plus months already geez I can't be serious.
I really really don't care if you are pretty or not, if your eyes are small or not, if you look like a china doll, if you carry designer bags, if we go to Orchard, if we eat nothing but Pastamania. All I really really loved was just the way you were you know. I enjoyed spending time with you and I really wished I could turn back the clock sometimes. Right now, people it is so obvious I HAD a girlfriend. And I can proudly say, yes, I got dumped.
Cheesy poetry and pickup lines, together with cheesy dates cos of me, all this really didn't much matter to me at the time cos I thought she would be with me forever and that's what she said to me.
But forever is over. And my life just begins.
I can take this as a hurdle in my life. But somehow, this isn't like a training session or some shit. It's a race and the hurdles KEEP REPEATING. I go over it yay, then suddenly the same one appears in front of me. I can't think of a better analogy.
Oh emm gee man, the emotions are acting up. I always comforted you when you were down y'know. I tried my best to always cheer you up, dammit if you knew how much I went to your friends to find you what could it be that got you down or what it would be that could cheer you up then MAYBE things would be different.
How about that is the end of MY love story.
