the brotherhood
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Firstly about today! Yeah, so received back Science and English marks. English was okay but science was wtf. Threw away some marks in Science which made me really feel like an ultimate failure. Screw. Then there was some RE talk and CERTAIN PEOPLE pon to go Thomson Plaza and *AHEM*. Shall not disclose identity to protect them from prowling teachers. After which, it was house meeting for Assembly and guess what?! Moor isn't last! It's FOURTH! SO AWESOME. Oh yeah, during the RE talk which was about 2 hours I went "toilet" for like 20 minutes, what to do! I had a...yeah, a STOMACHACHE. Let's go with that. After which was training, quite slack then gym, gym today was also quite slack, I strained more when going myself I think because today didn't do any leg exercises. Sian. Now, my results that make me emo and want to slash myself like Saw "happy".
Wanted
English: 3.6
Maths: 3.2
Chinese: 2.8
Science: 4
Geog: 3.2
History: 4
Total GPA: 3.47
Achieved
English: 3.6 (MET)
Maths: 2.8 (...)
Chinese: 3.2 (Exceeded expectations!)
Science: 3.6 (should be not confirmed yet)
Geog: 3.2 (MET)
History: 3.6 (freekin' miss 4.0 by one mark cos my essay was "one sided" WTH.)
Total GPA for 2008: 3.33 (WTH)
If I got that one mark for history it's already 3.4. Which wouldn't be all that bad by my standards. Just like the "imba" Joel Ling got 3.47 last year for Sec 2 haha. Oh well, what's done is done. At least I can take 10 subjects and I improved from 2007 (GPA 2.93!!! WTH) and PR1 and PR2 (3.2). So overall job well done.
Because of this I can get an electric guitar!!!! YESSSS.
P.S. I hate Danish, he has a gibson les paul.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Guess who played against the Aussie National Team today? Yup, I got OWNED. And they're supposed to be only second choice team. Shit. But there was this guy with dam cool hair. You know High School Musical? The Chad guy? The guy with the dreadlocks like hair? Yup, his hair. And the same skin tone too xD Eh, another awesome guy in the team was this guy with very nice tattoos, but LOTS of them. His whole right arm, half of his left, his ASS, and half of his left/right leg. Dam, should have taken pictures! But they would have probably tau-poked me if I did. I'm totally beat now. I swam like shit. I sprinted 3 times in a row to make myself open to try and score. Buttt nobody passed the first and second time but the third time, I was freekin shacked so although we were like only 2 of us and the keeper, I freekin' missed and was slow-swimming. Pissed off Luo Nan haha. But you should see him really pissed according to the acs guys. MAN. Tomorrow's science and English. English I know I'm probably gonna get around 3.6 overall cos I already asked my teacher. But Science!!! SHIT.
Rest well.
Short post in the school library! More when I get home. I got back results today. Chinese- 79.5/100
Maths- 45/80Geog- 25/40History- 21/30 I need like one more mark for History to get 4.0!!! And if I hadn't careless-ed 5 marks for Maths I would have gotten a 3.2! SHIT.I never felt this way beforeEverything that I do reminds me of you...Four days. Shit.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Tomorrow's the dreaded EOY papers checking :S
I'm just scared of Maths and Science because I more or less screwed Maths and threw away some easy marks in Science, oh well, but what's done is done, we'll just see what happens! GPA 3.47. I need it!!! I went for x08 over the weekend, preordered guitar hero world tour and gears of war 2. Spent a total of 300+ bucks on the games man. Dam, raining seriously heavy outside my house now, that loud bolt of lightning just made me jump out of my chair, seriously. Going back to the games, I can't wait for GOW 2!!! The graphics are gonna be tons cooler and also, this time you'll be fighting with more than just 3 people =.= so it's less lonely and this game features chainsaw duels man, supposed to be m18 but hey, nobody gives a shit xD
With regard to GH 4, it's only released on 18 november, so there's a long way to go. By the way, Saw 5 is not really sick, based on the wikipedia article, I'm a wuss for such torture stuff but I like the plot et cetera, really interesting. So, plan to train again tomorrow and it's good that it rains today as beacuse of this, it won't rain tomorrow!!! WOOTS. By the way, I am addicted to pressing those sample doorbell chimes at DIY stores etc. Dam, spasm-ing fingers. Gee, this was a heck of a boring post.
My heroine- Silverstein
Maybe in the future, I'll look back on those times and laugh. But for now, I remain ever ready, waiting to see what comes my way.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Wounds are left open after what was a hard-fought battle. I lay here bleeding, and everyday the pain just grows deeper and deeper, it just cuts deeper and deeper. I try to grit my teeth and fight through the pain, but it just stays there, with every passing day it grows even stronger. I walk away from this fight, but they are running just too fast, they catch up with me again, deepening the pain, the pain from those open wounds. Could these just be superficial? Or are they those that require serious medical help, care and attention. Why don't the wounds heal, even though I attend to them and give them the care they need?
Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away
Leave me alone, pain.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over
I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die
But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever
It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over
It's really all over. What I hoped would last, what I wanted, it's all over. Nothing means anything anymore. How I wish I could turn back time, to look at those times which were, to look upon those glistening eyes, and see, what I saw in you. But time stands till at where it is and us, sad victims, enduring our cruel fate. Time cannot be moved, so why cry, you're gonna leave the past in the past, gonna find the future. But will I?
Friday, October 24, 2008
Okay, so I decided to blog today, since it's after exams and I totally owned my xbox 360 already. Right, I've been playing guitar hero 3 and gears of war as a bulid-up to the two games released at the x08 carnival this weekend, namely, Gears of War 2 and GUITAR HEROOO WORLD TOURRRRRR. Crazy shizz man. It's been a really awesome week and I;ve been training, which is good! Because it means I'm gonna grow thinner and tanner. I'm so fat now, like 57kg. Hopefully the fat turns into muscle weight so I can be more ownage in polo! Yay. Now, we have to do gym work, I'm gonna dieee, I can only do like 140kg max on the squat machine. While I see some of the softball guys doing 160/180 easy. And our legs are supposed to be stronger than theirs, considering the amount of time we spend jumping out of the water. NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. I shall talk about my trainings over the past three days? Tuesday's training sucked, for me that is, because I haven't smelled touched pool water for nearly two weeks. So, I didn't really bother to push a lot. On Wednesday, though, school training. It was quite boring and I was still dying. Yesterday, however, was the most AWEEESOMEEE training ever. It was pure fun. We played a NO HOLDS BARRED game. It was freekin madness! Then we played some retarded only headers count game. WTH. Then for the past few days at night, I just played my xbox 360 xD Eating too much, must stop sia. I'm going gym later, I really don't think I'm planning to do much, just some stomach fat reduction abs and legs. OKAY FINE. Yep. I missed out on the "really fun" LAN outing yesterday. Damn.Ciao~Awesome song of the day/week/month: Money Honey by State of Shock
Friday, October 17, 2008
I shall do a quiz to inject some new life into this blog! Since I'm too lazy to post anyway.
1. Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
Indirectly, cause like that person is but I ain't. Get it?
2. When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
I think it's on Sunday. Or was it yesterday? Was yesterday Sunday? Ok, I'm retarded.
3. How is life going for you right now?
NEEED TRAININGGGGGG
4. When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
Sunday at church, while singing "Our Father". (I'm Catholic)
5. Who can you tell everything to?
People
6. Who was the last person you talked to on MSN?
Guan Hao and Greg about the outing on Monday. Jonat's totally afk-ing.
7. Last words you spoke?
"I'm gonna use com for A WHILE." Since it's exams and I shouldn't be using it.
8. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a C?
C...hmm. AHA!!! No wait, that's a B. I got it! No wait...that's a D. Whoops sorry. Nope.
9. How do you feel about gay marriage?
It's totally freekin' awesome.
10. What is the next concert you're going to?
Erm...is there a concert involving Barney and Friends during the holidays?
11. Can you play guitar hero?
Yeah!!! I can't wait to get my spasm-ing fingers on Guitar Hero 4. But anyway, real guitar is still the sex.
12. Do you like someone?
Didn't your mother tell you not to meddle in people's love lives?
13. Is any part of your body sore?
It will be after I do the 10 sets of 200IM later.
14. Who was your last text from?
Erm, Jadey, my totally "kewl" cousin.
15. What is the last movie you watched in theaters?
Wow, rewinding months back. I think it's Money No enough 2? Gave a "review" on it earlier.
16. What do you currently hear?
Some Kids Central Movie song.
17. Who did you kiss this year at midnight?
HUH. Who goes "HAPPY NEW YEAR! *KISS*" Like no one man...
18. Who did you last share a bed with?
Eyah...my erm...nevermind.
19. Do fish have feelings?
Yes they do. They open their eyes when you feed them, when they sleep and when they swim. I can never open my eyes when I swim. It must be a lot of pain for them huh. I'm making no sense again!
20. What do you currently smell like?
My bed. I just woke up.
21. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
Erm..."it's all relative". :D
22. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
Football. Seeing stupid goalkeepers always make my day xD
23. Missing someone right now?
Hmmm, my goldfish goldy.
24. What's the strangest fact about you?
How about the fact that I have a fetish for smacking people. Okay, that sounded really wrong.
25. Where is your number one person on your friends list?
Facebook? Friendster? Didn't your mother tell you not to be vague.
26. How much money do you have on you?
Money is not meant to be on people. It's meant to be in wallets. Didn't your mother teach you that. (Yes, mothers teach things)
27. Do you sleep naked?
Nah, then a big bulge would show somewhere.
28. Favorite color?
Pink. Maybe a tinge of black.
29. Do you burn easily in the sun?
TOTALLY. Polo players burn easily in the Sun.
30. Do you speak another language other than English?
HUA WEN HEN HAO.
31. What made you happy today?
Haha, MATHS IS OVERRRR.
32. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Isn't that the same as Question 12?! Haha, I didn't fall for your trick, sucker. Maths taught me how to look for keywords xD
33. If so how long have you liked them for?
How about no.
34. Do they like you?
What is your problem!!! Are you some despo case who likes to find out about people's love lives. Go get your own crush.
35. What's something you enjoy?
Playing with balls. Get it?
36. Where and who did your last hug take place?
Church. It was like some half hug with Marissa I THINK.
37. Did you cry today?
How about no. Oh wait sorta. When I yawned.
38. Need to get something off your chest?
Nope, I like my chest just the way it is. HOT AND SEXAAYYY.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Alright man! Yesterday's youth mass was really fun :D Sitting with Marissa is very hilarious. She is very noisy in a weird and imba way. Whatever, that was not the highlight of the day! Although, I didn't get the homily ye4sterday, omg I suck. Supposedly "holy" Marissa has readt that gospel twice before already! WOW -_-After the mass though, instead of going to "China Milk" Udders, we went to Swensens! And I feel so bad for Seb, who is our cathecist. He helped us pay for the entire meal which was a total of 297 bucks!! :O And before any nasty comments are made about me eating alot, it was shared amongst about 12 plus people, and there were 3 desserts, each about 50 bucks =.= the earthquake thingy. I ordered Spagetthi Aglio Olio or something like that, which cost 10.90 and has HEALTHIER CHOICE OKAY. Yay, Marissa didn't scream! Oh the retarded-ness began when the girls started watching Love Guru and Marissa and Christine were watching like the elephants humping part...ANIMAL PORN. Let me tell you here and now that I did not watch Love Guru! I am very innocent!!! (American Pie 5, Harold and Kumar, Borat...) Shane later went on to drink this really disgusting concoction of food and ice-cream thingy. (Sips drink, everyone goes "EWWW!")Shane: "Mm, tastes like vomit!"(Gulps everything down and everyone makes even weirder nosies).Oh yeah! Did I tell you we are virtual millionaires?!! Yeah man, we won Are you smarter than a fifth grader on Shanes hp xD After the lunch, we went to arcade for awhile. I played Daytona or something some racing game lah. In the first round, needless to say, awesome-ness got owned! However, in teh races,to come, I think there were another 3. I acheived, fourth, then first, then second! Out of 6! Hehe, I own man! Butbut, I admit I'm totally failure in the drum game. Nevermind I would have tried again but each game costs $1.55 :O And the arcade charges GST for card refill!!! WTH. Hmmm, then I went home. And I jammed awhile, went to do Essay plan and Maths and finally hit the sack. Rather eventful day eh? ~~~~P.S. I owe Cheryl Tang foolscap. Its okay, I'm nice guy! Only charged her 2 bucks xD
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Have I said it yet? Yesterday's training was freekin' awesome pawsome! Jiao Lian came abit late and only stayed there for about 1 hour because there was just so little people (ahem...10) all sec 2 batch. What can I say, we are undoubtedly the most "onZ" and heck care about studies batch :D
Now I shall tell you what happened. I made a "grand" entrance into the pool at 215 and just changed into my trunks and got myself wet immediately (Please stop thinking dirty you jack-tard). I took a 6kg weight belt which is considered very heavy for me due to my small and puny leg muscles and I started treading water for a total of 20 minutes to half an hour. 10 minutes of which I was keeping with it. I'm telling you man, it is freekin' good training. So anyway, when jiao lian came we did passing then other various drills. Haha, the funny part was during the 6-5 positioning passing...(flashback)
Clarence (I think) has the ball.
Ming Kang (being the totally random guy he is) says, "Pass to your mum"
(Clarence passes the ball to Ming Kang)
Ming Kang: "I'M NOT YOUR MUM!!"
It was shit hilarious I tell you. But after jiao lian left, it was when the REAL fun began. We went totally hyper. Playing "rugby" on the pool deck and jumping of each other's shoulders and making various erm...SOUNDS with certain long stick-like objects which was pink in colur, mind you. By the way, Daryl is the most ownage in squaccer. No, it's not a typo. Soccer and Squash xD Just kick the ball against the wall. Seh Woon was the one that got owned the most. First, he totally misses the ball. Next, he kicks it onto the roof. IT WAS A BLUE AND YELLOW BALL, THE BETTER ONES MIND YOU. He sucks man xD jkjk. And I also won Brandon.
After all the retarded-ness was over, ________ was saying this p5 or p6 swimmer who's identity shall not be revealed, looked dam hot but abit flat =.= DUH, she's p6 at most!
After buying bubble tea, I went to take the bus 58 and slept in it and thus missed my stop. So, I when I woke up, I alighted at the next and waited 15 MINUTES for the next bus. Furthermore, because my ez-link card was screwed. I ended up having to use the last of my ka-ching for the bus. Yay me.
By the way, I should be getting BOTH an electric guitar and an acoustic if my exams are good. Niceeee.
Revision progress:
English+Lit: 90%
Maths: 60%
Chinese: 90%
Physics: 90%
Chemistry: 100%
Biology: 100%
Geography: 95%
History: 0% xD
Overall EOY mugging progress (excluding history): 89.3% (to 3 sf)
History seriously no need to mug...YET. Because all you need to mug for is the essay which can be easily mugged finish within 2 days or so. Yup.
Adios.
