the brotherhood
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Picture this. You're with your boyfriend/girlfriend, initial months of your relationship, still real happy about getting together. So suddenly you have this romantic boost up into you, and you tell him/her the sweetest shit ever. "Baby, you know I really can't live without you, I love you so much", and other stuff along that line. Later on in the day you ask her, "Haha someone made your day?" You hope he/she says it's you. But no, "Yeah! Haha, one of my friends just apologized to me for the misunderstanding between us and said things would be fine!" You sit there rather disappointed but what can you do but say "Really? That's great!" When you know right there and then you feel like the least appreciated piece of crap in the world. You giving him/her your heart, tell her something that would make anyone just fly off the ground, and she tells you someon else was the one that made her fly. Screw if it's a guy or a girl.
Picture that.
And you'll know what I felt nine months ago
Sometimes I miss you so damn badly. But it's like I can't talk to you anymore and you're a totally different person from the one I held ever so dearly. Please, I was trying. Why'd you have to change and why'd you have to just break my damn heart. Screw emotions.
Being Emotional.
Makes you a romanticist.
Makes you one hell of a lousy boyfriend.
Gets your heart broken.Time and Time again.I'm done for good.
