the brotherhood
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Somebody from upstairs please give me a sign, an instrument perhaps of how I'm supposed to fixed broken trust. I prayed so hard last night I nearly cried, it was so spiritual I've never felt so close to the Lord before. I need your help, O Lord, in my times of need you never gave up on me. O Lord, help me change for the better, i want something that will guide me through this. Help me through this dark time. What i did was so wrong, it can't even be criticized by mere words. I have to brace myself for the darkest year of my life, it's sec 3 , I'm gonna be 15. It's time for people to change. 15 years into this earth, I should know what to do. I'll make things better. I'll be more focused. I'll be more mature. Say things I shouldn't say? fuck it. 27th January 2009. The time of my life. So help me God.
