Today's a good day....I've done so much work!!! :D

Give me courage.

Sometimes I wonder why I even try to put so much effort into polo. I mean it's not like any of it really pays off coz I still suck balls at it.

I just realized how scary season is becoming. Bloody race for my honour. ACS I next Monday bloody stressed

12-4 vs outram doing fine so far. Bring it on Barker

Score was 4-4 vs Hwa Chong. Outram's coming tomorrow. Bring on the pain baby

How much have we grown since 2008? RI vs Hwa Chong 2010, B divison. I'm not letting anything slip by for this one. I've grown bigger faster stronger. Nothing's gonna take me down.

Killer week I is over. Many formative assessments have been cleared this week but that would bring us to the bio summative and ss formative in week 9 and physics and chem summative practical in week 10. Furthermore, season starts in week 10. I'm gonna have loads of fun sia. School rocks my world. not.

Our first match is on 8 March and it's probably the most important fixture. Yet who do I still feel so unprepared. School is beginning to pick up but thankfully for now we are getting more of formative assessments. Besides Chinese, blegh everything else seems to be going fine. Let's just hope it stays that way.

holy shit. It's tuesday. I have a social issue speech on foreign workers due on like TOMORROW. I'm as toast as a peanut butter sandwich.....damn haven't had breakfast yet.

Wow school is really picking up. Boarding so far has been really awesome. The new friendships I've forged the independence I've learned (or not). Has all been a very rewarding experience. Just as schoolwork is beginning to pick up, I'm starting to dig this "stress" kinda feeling. Anxiety flowing through your veins, adrenaline rush, late nights msn-ing with classmates which go something like "OH ****, you mug for tomorrow yet anot?!"



I cannot stand the deadness of this blog.
GAHHH D:
Okay. Let's type without punctuations because I'm cool like that and it makes people think I am dao
I AM AWESOME
I AM CRAZY
AND I'M RETARDED AND DEAF BUT IT'S OKAY

THIS IS AWFULLY RETARDED O: BUT WHATEVER.

I LOVE MEIYI!! YAY!! :D

XOXO, DARYL!!!

Targets for 2010

I'm constantly puzzled by the effort I put into things. I know I've mentioned it before, but reality strikes me again.

I think back and I realize that the way we began to knew each other was kinda random, and more or less a stroke of luck (no I'm not talking about my relationship anymore, I've moved on).

Amazed - Lonestar

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

My oh my. You know I just readlized how much I enjoy waterpolo. Recently cos all the trainings have stopped and stuff cos of H1N1 etc, my interest seemed to be slowly slipping away and times spent at home always seemed so much more fruitful. However when training started I loved it. I love the PT, I love the teammates, I love the feeling of that rough waxy layer on a new ball and most importantly I love the game. Friendly with Hwa Chong on Friday showed me how far I've come in the game. I had a 1/21 shot conversion rate with Hwa Chong in C div '08. In that game, Kai Yang told me "just take 2 shots if you want". So I did, one in the first quarter and one in the last. Both went in. First time in my life a 100% conversion rate. Yes I know it's only 2 shots but it's showed me how much more I am now playing as a team player and everything else. I feel I have just improved so much after going for youth and everything it always spurs me on to do more and to do better when I see my results of training and hard work. Most of all, I can wear the Singapore waterpolo shirt with pride and know that I didn't get there by a fluke.


What I'm about to say is probably one ofthe hugest decisions of my life. I know my career path and what scholarships I'm gonna aim for.
Essentially there are 2.

PSC scolarship
SAF scholarship

That's right Civil Service and SAF.

I wanna sign on into the army.

Today, I finally taped up my EOY schedule. While waiting for the laptop to boot up I stared at it. Just sat there and stared at that pink slip of paper, the dates, the times, the subjects. I just sat there and soaked everything into my bones. It dawned onto me, the EOYs are coming much faster than we could ever imagine. And this time, they're sorta coming with a vengeance. We've all moved from 6 subjects to 9, 10 or 11. For me, it's 10. And of these 10 subjects. 8 of them are examinable. (maths double weightage) Which means this year. I've got 8 subjects. Furthermore, english, chinese and math have 2 papers. That's 11 papers to take. Forgive me if I'm making you stressed out but let's face it. We have to start working ASAP. Furthermore, maths paper is upon ONE HUNDERED AND TWENTY. bet many of you didnt know that. paper 1 60 paper 2 60. paper 1 no calculator, teachers said its actually more difficult than paper 2. and i think so too. It's gonna be one heck of a ride. But at the end, let the trumpets sound and let the carpet roll, the Kings will be back.

Manzz, tons of tests gone and tons more up and coming. Maths etc. EOYS are drawing closer and closer too. Anyways at least my results are really supe consistent this term. No 4.0s but tons of 3.6s and 3.2s with the exception of a 2.4 for chinese xD Let's see errrr, English hasnt been shown yet so I won't count it in so there are a total of four 3.6s and three 3.2s! RI's new GPA system would allow me to get a 3.3 overall if English was 3.2 and a 3.35 if English was 3.6 so I'm rather elated since my PR 1 was only a 2.98 :D Wow, grades grades grades. Okay I'm in no mood to post history's on my mind. BYEBYE.

It's always this same feeling of nostalgia that makes me come back to this blue and orangey blogger webpage. Well, all I have to say is that I really miss the old days and that I really really miss that feeling whereby I was always so happy cos I knew I had her to share every moment with me. Most of all, I THINK I still miss her.

Ohmygod, it has been 7 plus months already geez I can't be serious.

I really really don't care if you are pretty or not, if your eyes are small or not, if you look like a china doll, if you carry designer bags, if we go to Orchard, if we eat nothing but Pastamania. All I really really loved was just the way you were you know. I enjoyed spending time with you and I really wished I could turn back the clock sometimes. Right now, people it is so obvious I HAD a girlfriend. And I can proudly say, yes, I got dumped.

Cheesy poetry and pickup lines, together with cheesy dates cos of me, all this really didn't much matter to me at the time cos I thought she would be with me forever and that's what she said to me.

But forever is over. And my life just begins.

I can take this as a hurdle in my life. But somehow, this isn't like a training session or some shit. It's a race and the hurdles KEEP REPEATING. I go over it yay, then suddenly the same one appears in front of me. I can't think of a better analogy.

Oh emm gee man, the emotions are acting up. I always comforted you when you were down y'know. I tried my best to always cheer you up, dammit if you knew how much I went to your friends to find you what could it be that got you down or what it would be that could cheer you up then MAYBE things would be different.

How about that is the end of MY love story.

Daryl! I cannot believe your last post was on 18th June! What have you been doing?! (: 

Oh man you're in trouble bitch.

Standing at a whopping "close to 1.8m", weighing at about say erm 65-70kg? In one corner it's ---- ----

At the other corner, just 1.7m, armspan of only 1.85m and weighs only 63kg, myself, one year younger.

Guess what, you see this kid here, he so small but he gonna whoop your ass bitch, stay away from her. I don't care what you think, you may think I was the one that caused our breakup you may think I have all the faults that's why that person blocked me. Dude, wake up, I don't have all the faults, at least I ain't snobbish, inconsiderate, look down on people, elitist because "RI taught me to do so". OH and guess what? I don't give a FUCK (yeah i said it) if you think I'm worse off than you and you think I'm the one in the wrong and you're acutally right (then again you always think you're right), dude, when you said "i apologize in advance for blah blah blah" damn shit I thought you meant it. No shit I was wrong, NO SURPRISE DIPSHIT WAKE UP DARYL, THIS S.O.B SO BITCHY YOU SHOULD HAVE WORN EARPLUGS A LONG TIME AGO COS NOW YOU'RE ALMOST DEAF BY ITS BARKING.

As I said, have fun living your life,

Cos I'm gonna live mine! (:


And you better sure as hell, stay the fuck out of my way, because, I may be small, but damn I can take you down.

When I'm sec 4, you bet your ass I'm gonna be better than you at what I do best too. Water polo.

Picture this. You're with your boyfriend/girlfriend, initial months of your relationship, still real happy about getting together. So suddenly you have this romantic boost up into you, and you tell him/her the sweetest shit ever. "Baby, you know I really can't live without you, I love you so much", and other stuff along that line. Later on in the day you ask her, "Haha someone made your day?" You hope he/she says it's you. But no, "Yeah! Haha, one of my friends just apologized to me for the misunderstanding between us and said things would be fine!" You sit there rather disappointed but what can you do but say "Really? That's great!" When you know right there and then you feel like the least appreciated piece of crap in the world. You giving him/her your heart, tell her something that would make anyone just fly off the ground, and she tells you someon else was the one that made her fly. Screw if it's a guy or a girl.
Picture that.

And you'll know what I felt nine months ago

Sometimes I miss you so damn badly. But it's like I can't talk to you anymore and you're a totally different person from the one I held ever so dearly. Please, I was trying. Why'd you have to change and why'd you have to just break my damn heart. Screw emotions.

Being Emotional.

Makes you a romanticist.

Makes you one hell of a lousy boyfriend.

Gets your heart broken.

Time and Time again.

I'm done for good.

Daryl, I need to talk to you. I really really need to.
Please PM me the next time you see me online, I need to tell you something.
Omg, I wanna just break down and cry right now )':
ASAP, please.

xxx
Marissa.

PEOPLE THE LINK OVER THERE "Marissa <3" the <3 written by her please.
AND I NO HAIR





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Hi people. I just got a serious wake up call and I think I should use it to like build my character but it came as a shock to me cos I never knew what I did resulted in all this but nontheless it's important to learn and move. Right, soooo, anyway holidays are here but it don't seem like much at all 'cos I'm stuck with training, erm, books, and pretty much more training and I still have to find some time to fit in my PSP and stuff, NOT EASY D:
Okay so there's something exciting happening real soon and that is the Langkawi cup or however you spell it in Jakarta like last week of June hols! HOPEFULLY, I get selected cos Luo Nan is gonna select 13 people from the people who go youth training to go to Jakarta obviously Kai Yang will get selected cos only TWO goalies go for youth and Luo Nan usually puts TWO GOALIES in a team. BONGZZ. ACS I have a much higher chance of haveing their players being picked though cos they're all imba shizz. Hopefully I'm good enough. Luo Nan has been letting me play with the "better people" so i think that's a good sign! But if I go Jakarta I have to bring stoopid chinese magazine there and stoopid chinese magazine is not fun! Tsk tsk, right now I'm reading The god of small things cos there's some english book test when school reopens and I POSITIVELY HAVE TO DO WELL FOR IT. Cos I think due to ERP my english now is quite suckish. Blegh.

Peace y'all.

Well, today's the 31st. Nothing's been done yet. Should I make the first move?

Daryl Cheng
RI
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21st sept 94
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