the brotherhood
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Season in 2 months. First team. Driver. Freestyle at 28 seconds. Ready and raring to go. Doctor says I have to stop training.
I nearly broke down and cried in the clinic. Stop training? Then, coupled with the recent happenings, I dare say the year of the Ox is probably not gonna be a pleasant one. My two forms of rehab from studies are now taken away. My guitar string snapped (musical advancement gone), and my water polo taken away (physical enhancement) so all that's left is my PSP and computer and gaming, which does nothing for me.
Okay, so today was kinda cool, the RE presentation in le auditoriume was cool. Handphone music just gets you through anything these days. Oh, i have to stop training for the dumb sandfly bites by the way. Okay, other than that. That's pretty much it. Full marks for Surds assignment. Whoop tee do. Oh and dad says I can still go training so yeah, I guess it can turn out for the better.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Somebody from upstairs please give me a sign, an instrument perhaps of how I'm supposed to fixed broken trust. I prayed so hard last night I nearly cried, it was so spiritual I've never felt so close to the Lord before. I need your help, O Lord, in my times of need you never gave up on me. O Lord, help me change for the better, i want something that will guide me through this. Help me through this dark time. What i did was so wrong, it can't even be criticized by mere words. I have to brace myself for the darkest year of my life, it's sec 3 , I'm gonna be 15. It's time for people to change. 15 years into this earth, I should know what to do. I'll make things better. I'll be more focused. I'll be more mature. Say things I shouldn't say? fuck it. 27th January 2009. The time of my life. So help me God.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
It's already been 3 months but still nothing's changing.
Okay, I really need to stop scratching before my bites get worse. Dang it.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Oh lardy hotcakes. I'm supposed to be doing my Chinese zuo wen format right about now. And my dan zhang lian xi.
By the way, the China guys in my class are really nice, especially the guy before me, index number 3-Dai Ruoyu aka Roy. I mean exploiting China weaknesses much, he helped me to carry my books after recess. And he's a imba smart physics lab partner. Because of him, we got the page thickness right. Rather we got praised by Mr Gideon Choo.
0.076mm ftw.
I ponned training to go for tuition and woot there's no tuition next week! Apparently if I HAD gone for training, I would have fallen victim to the carnage known as a >20-1 defeat by RJC (A div). Oh well. Maybe if I went things night have been better. Crap, first team, better work hard. Oh, speaking of which, I need to print out the attendance template for Term 1 tonight.
Surds TA on 5th Feb, it's the one I've worked hardest of rin my entire life, there's no reason I shouldn't get full marks. Math is double weightage this year I better not screw it up.
Other than that, more NAPFA mock tests. My standing broad jump epc FAIL. 218 cm. WTH. I need another 8 cm if not its bye bye full marks. But I did 10 pull ups and I'm only doing inclined this year. Yay.
America.
We do love their burgers.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Oh emm gee, today's training was madness, but it felt strangely satisfying and left me with a tinge of chlorine rush! (?)
Basically, the climax/conflict of the story is that we swam 48 breadths of the pool, coming out of the pool every lap to do 10 pushups on one side and 10 squats when we get back to the other side. So that's about 480 squats and pushups. It's not as easy as it sounds. Okay maybe it doesn't sound so easy but anyway, it was Sparta. Oh, And I'm really pissed at our coach's lack of responsibility. He left us to do a shooting drill and he just left the pool. Without even telling any player including our captain. He just told Lim who didn't even tell us. What kind of coach does that; I think there's a certain level of responsiblity that must be established when you're a coach, and this is erally unacceptable. Oh, for English, I was about 5 seconds late and got into class when they were greeting Mrs Albar. Thus, I was made to stand out side for about 5 minutes. Sucks. Erm, Maths was fun.
Fruitcakes are awesome. I wanna eat a fruitcake for my birthday now.
And everything else is really cool. Shizz. I need to learn new songs. Give me suggestions, people.
Oh post-training was ultra high. Okay this is a high post.
I love history teachers, they have history oozing out of them.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But under the covers
More torture than pleasure
And just pass your lips there's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
Pretty girls with sexy highlights <3
Zomg, what a day. Went bowling, after which went to Challenger to get Left 4 Dead, I still prefer the 360 one. Don't change my mind.
After that, I came home and did Physics and Chinese homework.
Like, I'm so old now, Sec 3 and so much homework. Yikes.
Hmm, i guess that's really it. But the process of walking around shopping centres make me woozy.
Oh and welcome back RGS girls from OBS. Nice to grace us with your feminine presence again.
And we all go high on alcohol.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
I think i'll just talk about my NAPFA expectaions this year since the classes that have taken their PE lessons have already run their mock 2.4. Hmmm...
Sit-ups: hope to do about 50
IPU: Maybe about 60? I slacked a 47 last year.
Shuttle run: Gah, 9.5 again?
Sit & Reach: Shit I hope I get 45cm. I need it for an A.
Broad jump: 240cm? I did 220 last year and I've grown abit taller.
2.4km: HAHAHA. i wanna go below 9 minutes.
Heightwise, I seriously hope I'm about 1.69 or 1.7m though I strongly doubt it. I need to be taller gah. greg i hate you.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Goodness gracious me! I'm back from Sandflies, salty sea water, lousy toilets and peeing in bushes! Aka I'm back from OBS. Basically the system for OBS is such that you get split up into two camps. camp 1 and camp 2. I was in camp 2, which was the camp with lousier amenities and was smaller by a clear margin but had fantastic and horny people. That made all the difference in OBS. However, the injury I sustained over the course of the 5 days is no small matter. I have asuperficial cut stretching across my entire calf area, from close the the knee all the way to the ankle and one DEEP one at the front that nearly required stitches. Silly fence caused it. Was bleeding like CRAZZYYYYYY and hurt quite a fair bit xp. Though some people are envious? Weird. Anyway, the Mamee noodles over the days are nice haha. we never have a variety of food. many injuries, physically and emotionally throughout the camp and also many lost items (i lost my fork and spoon and 34.50 bucks worth of supplies). For those going to OBS (RGS), be prepared to lose things so bring more money. The camp is over but the journey has just begun, somehow I think everything Bernard, our rocking and horny instructor, has taught us is able to sink into my head. Probably cause I'm able to set aside my ego when you're at the lowest of the low I'm living rough. As he always says, "It's all part and parcel of OBS life!". Definitely Bernard's words are gonna be "crawling in my skin" (inside joke) for a long time! Okay then. That's it for this post! I'm too lazy to post about OBS details and the eventful 5 days, just passed too fast.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Yeah, OBS is kinda tomorrow. So I guess it's goodbye to sitting in front of TV and eating Pop Tarts and hello sitting in front of campfires and eating self-cooked marshmallows. Come to think of it it's not that bad. I wish. Though I really can't wait for the dock jump! Like ZOMG, it's gonna be frickin' awesome. And the good thing about OBS is maybe I could lose a couple of pounds. Like I'm getting fatter- 58kg now. That sucks. I need to lose weight badly if not my totally pwnzering water polo skills with a 'z' will deprove. Oh did I mention the highlight of OBS? We have a competiton the day AFTER we come back from OBS!!! and therefore, that entitles us to "not being able to pon OBS". Damn shishkebabs that sucks. I'm gonna be so tired by the time i realise the match starts ACS (I) is gonna be singing their school song or cheering or something. Hah, but maybe OBS will help me get some of my tan back, though horrible and weird shirt tanlines are a "no-no".
Ah, little meeeeeeeeesy what do I do? Oh well I guess we could look on the bright side, unless it rains and the tents are flooded just like the previous sec 3 batch. Anyway, it will teach us "life skills" and "independence" like how to survive out in the wilderness when you're a Mas Selamat, maybe that's how Mas Selamat is surviving. Maybe I'll find him on Pulau Ubin! And earn BIG BUCKS! Then I can quit school and start my very own cup cake company and earn even MORE BIG BUCKS! Then, I'll retire and be a happy man =)
If just life were that easy. GPA 3.6 being a New Year's Resolution? Tough.
